
sorry i havent written in here in forver, ive just been insanely busy now that i have a full time job and everything...
anywyas,
working at a preschool is both amazing and incredibly frustrating at the same time. I love love love the kids (im the 4 yr. old teacher), but its hard dealing with parents, other teachers, and bad days all on practically no sleep.
so the only free time i have goes to church activities, wich is certianly not a bad thing, but i feel like im missing out on the lives of other close friends who dont go to church with me.
speaking of church: I wish it was perfect. but its not. in fact. its totally far from it. theend.
im so excited for college, yet apprehensive at the same time because i have finally sent everything in and i know i will be accepted, but i dont know how everything will all work out. i dont know what its like to live by myself! but i am totally feeling 150% better about the issue than i was several weeks ago. im really looking forward to making new friends, creating new memories, but im so scared about what will happen to the old ones.
oh, back to church: i dont want to wear a poodle skirt.
i thought this quote would be fitting seeing as how everything i said had this sort of ying and yang theme. plus its probably my favorite quote of all forever.
and the picture goes well with it.
"So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be."
- Stephen Chbosky